His Majesty Kiana and RubyArt "for Daddy"

With all the use of social networks, for me, FaceBook, its difficult to maintain this one. That and the insane busy lifestyles I'm both apart of and witness constantly. Though painful, I'm looking forward to the collapse of this society. It is not sustainable, even in my most conservative dreams. Too many people into too much denial and distraction. I'm not saying that I know the future, I just know that what we're doing today, what we're attached to, won't sustain us, won't maintain us. Yet with all the fear and shame and frustration in each of us (okay, I'm writing this, so I'll say, "in me" - yet I've owned my Demons and they're not very housebroken), I'm not optimistic. I challenge you to make me wrong. I so wish to see all of us blossom into what we're capable of, I'll happily own being ignorant of the sudden blooming of us all. I'll even share it on FaceBook.

The Cathedral of Ulm

The Worlds Tallest Catherdral is in Ulm, Germany. Amazing in many ways: it took over 500 years to complete, was built from the funds and donations from the people, not the wealth of the powerful, it stands over 165 meters, or 500+ feet in height, AND it's highest reaches are available to tour!

Wow was this boy excited and scared (once I got up there)!








Annette's brother, Florian, and family live in Ulm. Getting to the top was nothing new for them. This is from about 2/3rds the way up.













The view from Florian's Apartment. Quite Inspiring!






Another fun fact about Ulm is that it is the birth place of Einstein.

Slaying the beast?

Never been a big fan of St. George (or whoever) killing the dragon. It is supposed to represent the intellect or the church (faith) dominating the mystery of nature. For some reason that's never sat well with me, maybe because it is in nature that people tend to discover what's often best in and for them.

Anyway, this statue is in the main square of Tubingen, Annette's home town. The town is very picturesque of old Germany. Not much damage from WWII and perhaps the oldest university in West Europe. Kepler had (its still there) his observatory there.

We're off to Germany!

Oder, wir gehen zu Deutschland!!
I'm so excited I can hardly sleep. This Thursday Annette and I are heading back to Germany. It's been a couple years for her, 40 years for me. She'll be returning to her Dad's 75th Birthday and giving a talk in Heidelberg and I'll be visiting the apartments and the city of Heidelberg, where, oddly enough, I used to live when my Father was stationed there on his second t.o.d. in that country.

I'm curious as to what hidden memories will be stirred as I explore the streets. I have several, like when I took off on my tricycle to do a road trip and got as far as the autobahn before I was spotted by my brother. When that old white Ford station wagon caught up to me, boy did I get a spanking! I was 4 years old at the time and we'd just gotten back from a road trip across the Alps and down to Spain, if memory serves. I just didn't want the trip to be over!

A wonderful drumming experience Sunday before my cave trip into Hurricane!

From Deep in the Sierras

I just got back from a caving trip of Hurricane Crawl, inside Sequoia National Park. I've been wanting to do this trip from more than a decade. Fewer than 100 people have entered this cave, so I felt very blessed to get access with the Park's Cave Specialist, Joel Despain.




It was a grueling trek with narrow passages some over 80 feet high with cascading flowstone of white and orange, grittering in the dark. Deep inside we found large rooms, some with pools, now seasonally dry like this one. The oscillations of top of the water level and the super concentration of dissolved calcite creates interesting textures and formations.

These beautiful formations are decorating part of ceiling of Pumpkin Palace. The photos hardly do them justice.

this answers some of my reasons for my love of the outdoors

ALL ABOARD!!

Ruby's taken an interest in trains as her Dad and her Grandpa Richie are a bit nutts about them. So this weekend I took her to first real train ride at the Roaring River Camp's narrow gauge #1 engine Dixiana runs about every 2 hours. She was a little scared at first, but sitting near the back and on my lap she quickly was more interested and having fun than worried. "Choo-choo!" was her words for the weekend mosty, with each arm moving like a train's pumping pistons. It's really endearing. Here we are at the top of Bear Mountain in Felton, the turn-around point of the trip. Sorry to Grandpa Richie as I know he tried to do this earlier with her, but she was too scared then. I hope we have the chance to do it all together soon!

Hey All!

Harold makes an appearance for those of you who check this site.

By the ways, who is reading this lately? I know between not being able to add fresh material recently and having a silly Facebook account, folks aren't stopping by so much. How's about a comment so I can get an idea of effectiveness of this blog? Thank you so much!!

Wil

Having Technical Difficulties...

Please Stand By....


No it didn't snow here, and no, we're not on vacation anywhere there is snow.

I haven't updated my blog in over a month because of problems with my computer's memory being over-full and I've got no time to really fix it so as to upload new photos. Plus I'm serious about spending less money to buy new gear, so things have to be sorted out the old fashioned way - with a hammer! NO! That would be quicker, but not so sustainable. So come back for more soon....

Mr. Toad's Wild Ride

This has been a week of firsts for this boy.

Sunday, at a pool party with one other family and in a moment of stupidity - I was butterfly swimming across a pool that I wasn't familiar with, I did one rep too many and impacted the shallow step which did extend out into the pool by an uncharactisticly 3 feet. Great for the little ones, not so for formally aspiring swimmers!

KRAK! I hit my forehead and nose flat against the step. I came up thinking, "Okay, you idiot, compose yourself, shake off the stars, and get back to entertaining the kiddos." I was cupping my face, but I couldn't see the stars do to the blinding pain that just wouldn't subside. After a moment I could hear my friends asking me if I was okay. Jokingly I said that I might have broke my nose. Then I felt it!! (in disbelief) It was smashed to one side! NO WAY! Then there was a ton of blood and everything was shifted to getting the kids out of the pool and me to the hospital. What a spoiler!

So that was Sunday. Its now Thursday and I've been lying low, taking the week off, healing. Annette's been extrodinarily helpful getting me to both Urgent Care for the initial stitches - 7, and then to the specialist on Monday to get the nose reset. Poke! Snap! Ouch! All in about 20 minutes. It was broken in 3 places. The swelling's been going down and there's a little color around my eyes, though much less than I really expected. Some of Annette's herbs I attribute to this.

Feeling a little more pluck, I decided to test my ability to exert myself by a bike ride to and from Santa Cruz (about 12 miles roundtrip by road and an elevation difference of about 700 feet. On Tuesday I'd done a 2 mile walk and had felt some exhaustion and head weariness. But cabin fever was setting big time I had some errands to run in Santa Cruz. Plus there was Annette's new (via a yard sale) mountain bike. It was exactly like the mtb I have, only this one's a size smaller (and thus lighter!) and 3 years older. It was a great score at the yard sale. And should worse, come to worse, there's the public bus that runs from SC to Felton, so I was covered if I'd done too much.


Learned a lot of new things about the local geography, history, and demographics - returning via the train tracks was gradual with an incredible view!! And the bike was well up to the challenge, as I was. I did walk up a few steep parts and took a couple breaks but now I'm feeling more like getting back to solarizing the South Bay! (really?) I have been enjoying writing some over the last couple days.

Hope you're all doing well....

Going to the World Music Festival

I took Ruby to the World Music Festival at Grass Valley (sadly Annette couldn't get to come). Good Friends and music all around but a special shout-out to Karen Folger and Jon Bowls for hangin' with me and the Rubster (esp Karen for watching RJ while I had to do those early morning bathroom runs - single moms, how do you manage! Too busy for photos at the actual event, but seeing all that talent (Los Lobos, the Indigo Girls, Om Ensemble, Fishtank Ensemble and too many others) and Ruby dancing on the lawn with others - super great.

I received numerous comments from folks on how great it was to see a single dad taking his daughter to such an event. One guy claimed he was a therapist and after seeing me felt a renewal in his faith in men as fathers. He'd seen too too too many fatherless children in his line of work. Renewed my energy in the moment as keeping track of a two year old while tending to camp needs can be a challenge!

Cat Zen

Thought I'd wish you my own form of happiness and reflection for the 4th. "Zen Out" while you can!

Outdoor Ed

I'm really fortunate as I live very close to Henry Cowell State Park. A short walk links where I live to some wonderful outdoor places allowing me to bring Ruby in touch with fun and nature. She likes both being carried and having time to explore. I've got the irrational fear of some mountain lion running off with her even when she's about 15 feet away - with this underbrush, it is good to keep tabs on her - she can be pretty fast when she's a mind too.

Some Solar Projects are Cool

A living roof garden next to a small array was an interesting and challenging project as it required a lot of work with the home owner and his daughter who designed the project.

A little concern with the sprinklers placing mineral deposits on the system - but that's something they'll work out.


















This very large array we did not install, but were so impressed by the size and ingenuity behind getting this thing on a curved roof that we had to stop and inquire. You're only seeing about a third of the system. The owners were VERY happy with it and the inverters you see on the wall are there for expanding the system. It's unlikely that they'll ever be used here as the system has exceeded the expectations of the businesses using the electricity.

















My good friend and fellow solar wrench turner JB!!

These types of things makes me feel good about what I'm doing for a career. I wish everyone felt moments of gratitude such as this!

Sense of Place

Well it's been a month since Annette and I have moved into our new 3 bedroom home on the San Lorenzo River. Plenty of room for guests and good times to come. Leaving the old, small (illegal), converted, two-car garage had it's bitter-sweet moments, such as pictured here with the growth of RJ documented next to the bathroom door jam. Strange as it may seem, I wanted to strip off that part of the drywall and attach it to some new place here on Lazy Woods Road. But reality set in with so much to do here - and it's looking positive for a house warming party happening here soon. And Ruby's already looking for a new place here to have us track her growth.

We had her last weekend while her Mama was out of town and of course, she was sick, flu and fever. Lots of quiet time and we had the "stay in bed because it's good for you" talk, which she co-operated with quite well - we'll see about that when she's a teen.

Easter time and moving

Well I'm hoping that you've had a great transition into Spring, aka Easter. The family unit of Ruby, her Mom and I, plus several friends gathered at the Sloans for a brunch time bbq and potluck. Really nice day. Ruby and her friends had fun hunting for eggs. She had to be taught the concept of egg hunting, but was quickly getting the idea. Too young for cheap chocolates or processed sugar, the goodies inside were none-the-less yummy or fun.



And now for something completely different:

This boy's done packed up his home near the ocean and moved it up into the Santa Cruz mountains. Just between the towns of Felton and Ben Lomond is Lazywood Drive and I'm now overlooking the San Lorenzo River. I'm happy to be back where the conifers dominate, yet in a riperian zone of lush hardwoods and shrubs. The cats are having a time of acclimation and just made a break for the outdoors. This is on day 3 of living here, so hopefully my critter Mancha will come back for chow!

Monterey Bay Aquarium

Hello Everyone! We've been very busy here. Work, for me, is always demanding, about 12 hours a day is committed to getting me to, at and from work. Not too fun and I'm looking to improve that situation. But it's only 4 days a week. Fridays are for Ruby and I to explore our world.

Last Friday we and a friend Annette went to the Monterey Bay Aquarium. We didn't realize that it was the premier of their new display of Seahorses, Pipefish and Seadragons. Ehw's and Ah's all around! Annette, having spent part of her career as an underwater archiologist was particularily thrilled.



















And though Ruby had some interest in the creatures inside the tanks, she had more fun with a pigeon which was after our brunch break snacks.










































Of course the big aquarium was an interest as was the deep sea exhibit






































Now that was Friday's fun. But Saturday ended up with some big news:
We've got some place new to live. Our little studio is just too small and
the stairs up to the loft sleeping area was too steep for my sanity when
the Rubester was wanting to climb or go downstairs. Moving will be
happening the second week in May, so if you're not doing anything, we
could use your help!! Have a great weekend!

A Long Weekend With Ruby

It's difficult to say how things are going at any given moment. If you'd asked me Saturday, "Challenging" would have been a polite response as the day consisted of trying to visit the Bonny Doon Ecological Preserve, only to discover that it was completely closed due to a massive fire.

In route to Plan B, Henry Cowell State Park, we had a rear tire get shreaded (literally punched open) and thus had to limp to the Sears Automall to get two new tires - oh those Rice-burning Subs can only have sets of tires replaced, not just one! And then, when we're out of the mall, its raining.

Through it all, Ruby is a champ. Sure she wasn't too thrilled to be put back in her car seat shortly after our arrival near the park, but she didn't mind the mall's food court and children's play area. Kinda like a dog-park for many of my older siblings out there. Sit back and watch what kids will do with each other in a relatively safe environment. Of course, with me there, there's one kid who's just too big to jump on things, so I get to spot some of Ms. Ruby's more ambitious climbings.

Now if you were to ask me today, well, despite the hang-over of yesterday - Ruby's angelic resemblances seemed to have disappeared after sundown - today was great. The weather was very chaotic - very sunny, with darkly scattered clouds, which the wind freely, and very strongly, blew about (with some rain!), and Ruby and I had a blast with friends and neighbors and each other.

Ruby's Mama and Nana arrived from their trip late Sunday to smiles, hugs and kisses. A happy ending. Now I get ready for my work week....

Ruby explores Henry Cowell State Park in the Santa Cruz Mountains.

Okay, they do have SOME big trees here...